alysinwonderland

I don't know. Still waiting with a wrenching heart for your reply.

I didn't expect you to be this understanding. I'm surprised but still, touched.
Thank you.

 My heart feels like they weigh a million stones. I want to be a kid again, to throw tantrums and cry loudly, to slump to the ground and just kick wildly. Children are always allowed to cry, so why is it wrong for adults to cry? We are not allowed to shed tears now that we have all grown up?

Blank.

I'm going back to stoning. Three more hours till I see you again. Can't wait.

 I was having a talking session with my chilay sister yesterday and we were reminiscing a bit about 2009. And probably I've said this way too many times but I'm glad 2009 happened the way it did. The year ended beautifully and the start of this year (and I hope for the many years to come) was a nice one too. I've made some great friends, I've learned so much, and I grew up a lot too. While I'm still reminiscing, it's already the fourth day of February. And tomorrow will be the fifth. Time flies when you're having fun.
 

 DIsagreements, not arguments. And plenty of hugs and love in the morning to make it all okay again.

Off to Sentosa!

 I read something I shouldn't. Something I did not have to know.
But one thing I never understood about some people is that, they assume they know me and starts condemning me.
I'm not bragging or trying to say I'm a saint here, but I don't do that to you. Even after everything he told me about you, all the things that you had done to hurt him, I never hated you or questioned anything in my heart. Because I knew that I couldn't judge you, no one can. Only you can judge yourself. And what had already happened wasn't something all three of us like to remember but it happened and I am deeply sorry.

No hard feelings k?
May God bless you.